Especially when it’s on sale for $3.99, holla
Mississippi Studios rekindled my love for Portland.
I ate so many drugs last night, it’s blowing my mind.
But really though my body hurts.
It’s been like 2 years?
I always feel really lost
and people are like “Oh, well, you’ll find what you’re looking for.”
But what am I looking for?
And why haven’t I found it by now?
Sometimes my boundaries are like streams of surrounding water or a tree branch or a white picket fence
or sometimes they’re not there but that’s the least likely situation.
But sometimes I don’t know how to treat people or for people to treat me. And I get confused and worried and anxious.
And sometimes I really hate everyone and sometimes I’m desperate for attention and to be around people.
And sometimes I’m afraid nobody will ever love me. Or that no one ever has. Or that the way I’ve felt with people is completely illegimate when they’re some of the most real moments of my life.
sometimes people are awesome.
Last night was funny and weird but being surrounded by copious amounts of gays is making me realize how much I’ve progressed since high school.
Also I realized that smoking too much hinders the amount I can run. So I’m spending the next couple days working, not smoking, being moody and doing my drawing homework.
So I recently found out that when you see a house full of flowy beautiful girls that they actually do just drink wine and get naked and take baths and sleep together.
It’s like a straight guys fantasy and I’m living it.
Widowspeak - Harsh Realm
Also this song was on the show too, which is fucking rad because Widowspeak is awesome.
I saw Violet being all moody listening to it and I was all “Oh hell yeah, we were made for each other, girl.”
Patience and Prudence - Tonight You Belong to Me
It’s the song from the pilot of American Horror Story. Where the twin boys are running around smashing things in an abandoned haunted house. It’s so fucking good.